February 2011
No School.
….Again.
January 2011
That jock I have a crush on sat next to me in...
I didn’t have a chance to say anything before because the internet was out, but yeah I’m pretty stoked about this yo.
My dad is on his way back from work with firewood.
It’s getting worse out here, omg.
Aw omg.
I heard meowing coming from my bedroom and when I decided to check it out my kitten Tug was tangled in the curtins it was so cute omg he was trying to get out.
And then when I untangled him he started following me around the house and now he’s sleeping on my lap asdgfghjgd he’s so cute.
No internet for the past four days, maaan.
We got out of school early today because the ice is covering the roads, and we’re expected waves of “thundersnow,” whatever that means. Out here, we’re expected to get 12” to 24” of snow, and my parents aren’t going to let me go anywhere untill school is back in session. That’s not likey to happen untill next monday.
Well, at least I’ve got...
Nothing new happend today.
Well.. besides the fact that Braden told me I was easy to make fun of.
But that’s it.
I love when my computer dies for no reason.
In drama class today, we did that pantamime thing where you act shit out without words. My situation was, “losing a contact lense during a funeral,” and I’ve got to say, I rocked that shit, yo, and Boley gave me an A.
I’ve got alot of homework to do, for the first time in a while, and I only have a week to memorize ” The Cask Of Amontillado” for the next drama...
Oh yeah,
I think I failed to add onto that list that I need a laptop.
Another reason why the job hunt is nessary.
If nothing happends this weekend
I’m going to drive out to the mall and go to every store to get a job. I don’t give a fuck how long that’ll take, or even if I’m doing it alone or whatever. As long as it’s not Tacco Bell or McDonalds I’m working at, a jobs a job, cash is cash and I’ll take what I can get, yo.
I tried to be a little bit more out going today and it turned into a really awkward situation.
Making friends is really hard.
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I am so ready to change.
I’m turning 18 in 7 months, and even though that seems pretty far away, there’s going to be alot of prep work I’m going to have to put into it. That sounds pretty dumb, quite frankly, idgaf.
I figured that it’s going to be really hard to graduate with the people I want to, unless I can find a job. I can’t find a job over there if I’m 45 mins away from them and...
Things I'm going to do this year, leading up, and...
Get a fucking job
Dye my hair orange
Get a tatoo
Buy a Hookah
Get better clothes
Grow my hair out
Be more social
Be more independent
Stick out from the croud even more than before
Buy a new camera. An awesome camera.
Save some $$$$$ for college
Possibly find some mancandy, yo.
Hang out with Shelby Lexy and Courtney more.
Lose weight/get in shape
Be a better person than I was...
Oh yeah and it started snowing again.
It’s not like the 10 inches we got the other day wasn’t enough, it had to start snowing another two, AND IT HASN’T STOPPED ALL DAY, so we’re bound to get more.
Oh, and I think I failed to talk about the wonderful freezing rain headed our way tonight and tomorrow morning.
This weekend was great.
Olivia came over this weekend and we drove around, saw the sights, took pictures and then chilled, hellaz while watching Harry Potter. ‘Twas fun.
Meanwhile, my followers seem to be dropping off like flies.
Oh yeah and my older brother gave me this cool new...
I like it alot.
I didn't get much sleep last night.
It was like, the second I layed down, my heart started raceing and I wanted to get back up and do a whole bunch of worthless shit. So I hung a bunch of stuff up, cut shit out of newspapers, strung up more Christmas lights, ate some ice cream, swept up my room and then mopped it, went up and down the stairs by hopping on one foot three times in a row, read, did homework, tried to memorize the...
Fucking cramps.
FUCK
I can't wait untill Olivia comes over tomorrow...
We’re going to hang out with Braden and Tori and maybe Anne and we’re going to watch movies and jump on beds and throw shit at eachother and color in coloringbooks and take pictures and play with food and eat ice cream and make gingerbread houses and go skydiving and TP houses and go for long walks on the beach and take part in drive by shootings and act ghetto and uncover dinosaur...
Olivia IS coming over this weekend
OLIVIA MIGHT COME OVER THIS WEEKEND
10 inches of snow on the ground
…and another snow day called off. Looks like a nice 4 day weekend, folks.
If he says another fucking word to me, so help me God I will obliterate his fat ass from the face of the planet.
Don’t fuck with me today.
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“If I were you, I would get all the help I could. You don’t have to do it alone, after all. Tutoring, and extra work, just trying to get the material down. Don’t give up.”
Well, to be honest, that’s what I’ve been trying to do, but since the school is so small,...
There's another winter storm on it's way.
It seems kind of funny. We had one last week, and finally when all of the snow is almost melted away, everybody’s saying we’re going to get 4-8 more inches.
Shit, I’m not complaining though. Winter storms around here are always great because of how easy we get out of school. Last time, we only had 3 inches, and they let us out for two days. I just hope this isn’t one of...
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“But imagine if you never tried? Will you live the rest of your life in regret? Do you want to settle for less than your best? In the end, it’s really your choice, but you have to be completely happy and sure about your decision. I wish you luck!”
Well yes, that seems to be true....
I'm going to worry about this tomorrow.
Braden has decided to take it upon himself to tutor me in math and help me out with ACT prep, even though he’s a silly sophmore. I’m not going to complain though, because he’s pretty fuckin’ smart, and I’ll take what I can get when it comes to help in math, yo.
Let’s just hope this works.
Goodnight folks.
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”Nothing is too much if you set your mind to it. The only thing holding you back is you. If you absolutely set your mind to it,day and night,without a thought of failure, you WILL succeed. And if you don’t, what do you have to lose? You can only gain.”
But if I fail.. I go to communtity college… so I lose...
Shit, I lied.
I can’t fucking do that. I’m too dumb. Math is another fucking launguage to me. How the fuck and I going to expect to pass the math part of the ACT and get a 25 on that motherfucker if I can’t even tell a simple square fucking root? I just want to stay out of community college. That’s all. I don’t care about going to a great university. Just an alright one. I’m...
I didn’t go to school today. It was weird, my mom asked me if I wanted to stay home, and I said I did, so I did.
And my dad talked to some guy from Truman State, and they said that If I could manage to make a 3.0 and get a 25 on my ACT then they’ll knock 3000 bucks off the tuition bill for schooling there. Right now, and for the past 2 and 1/2 years I’ve made a 2.8 at best for...
I should really study my book for drama.
But I really don’t feel like it.
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I'm going to the DG for cake mix bruh.
Finna make me a cake.
Every time I paint my nails a fresh color, I feel...
The wedding celebration was awkward. It was just my mom and dad and brothers and sisters, and then all of Eric’s family. All of Eric’s family. Needless to say, it was more awkward the first day at a school you’ve never been too. I didn’t know anybody there really, so I just hung out with my brother’s, and my sister’s friends.
But afterwords, I suprised Shelby...
I'm going to find a fancy dress to wear tomorrow...
I bid thee, goodbye~
My cat Snug is really sick again ugh I hope it isn’t bad because I love that little furball to death
So that really attractive jock in my study hall...
I've decided that I'm going on a hunt.
A real hunt. A legit hunt. I need a fucking job if I’m going to afford that tatto on my 18th birthday. My parents aren’t going to pay for it because they say it’s going to be the worst mistake of my life, but I’ve avoided so many mistakes in my life as a responcible teenager I think it’s only fair I make this big one, on my own. (And it’s not like it’s...
I need a printer.
I just… really need a printer.
Maybe I should work on getting a life
because I think it’s pretty evident that I’m not in possession of one currently.