February 2012
Fuck.
I shouldn’t have done that. I should have just kept my mouth shut. I’m so dumb, I’ve ruined everything. What the fuck is my problem?
I’m not happy hanging out with anybody anymore. I’m perfectly okay with just hanging out at my house or watching a movie by myself. I don’t want to talk to anybody. Sure, I can start a conversation if I wanted to. I could talk for hours if asked a question. I just don’t want to.
Maybe that would change if I go back to see m Shelby and Katie. Every time I do that, I come...
My nails are chipping. I want to redo them myself, and I found some rad ways to do it already. I think I’ll give it a go on top of what I’ve already got. The color is still cute, but maybe I can find a way to cover the chipping at the tips from work. I’ve been really into making my nails cute lately. This isn’t normal for me.
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I’m about to rip out my fucking ovaries.
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I got my nails done.
Well.. I mean I didn’t do any of that plastic or french tips thing. Just manicured and painted a really pretty pink. It’s really pale, and almost matches my skin tone. I think I rather liked it. It felt really good too.
I also redyed the bottom part of my hair black. Pretty sure it’s the last time I’ll do this, though. I have to think of some different hair styles I...
I should be studying right now.
This might be kinda weird to say right now, but I think I’m ready to call it quits. Fitting into my graduation class, I mean. Like, I never really cared what people said about me before, and I did end up making a few friends and stuff, but lately this year, I’ve been finding myself trying a little more than I had last year, when it came to fitting into my own graduating class....
Arg.
I’m tired as fuck, my boobs hurt for no fucking reason, and I can’t seem to escape the crazy people from work anymore.
HOW DO THEY FIND ME?!
HOW?!
Anyway,
Work today in a few hours, and there’s snow all over the place. So that means I’ll be mopping the whole store all by myself and stuff. But on the plus, I get first access to the sales on Valentine’s day candy, while everybody else has to pay full price.
Haha.
Suckers.
Chocolate covered strawberries and a dinosaur Pillow Pet. Got to had it to her, my mom’s the shit.
“Even if I don’t end up going to prom, that doesn’t mean we can’t hang out or anything.”
That’s the response I got when I asked hm to go to prom with me. Well… not the whole response. That’s like the last thing he said before the bell rang, you know? The whole thing is kind of hard to summarize. It was just weird.
When I asked him, he said he...
shellbetumblin asked: SHANNON, Y U NO FOLLOW ME ON TUMBLR!?
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I'm going to ask him to prom.
ACT tomorrow.
I’m reviewing a little bit right now on the website, and then after that I’m going to do a little bit of exercising in my room to get the blood flow to my brain and crap, then after that I’ll eat a tiny bit of fruit, shower, and then relax for a minuet or two with a book, until it’s time for me to sleep.
then I’m going to wake up, eat a big breakfast, jam to some...
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I'm really diggin' on the waltz music right now.
chribbon:
Dmitri Shostakovich - Waltz No. 2
I...
The longer I work, the weirder people get.
At work last night, around closing time, this lady wandered into the store. She was walking around all confused and stuff, so I was decided to be a good sales associate and ask her of she needed help with something. Well, she stopped for a second or two, and look at me with this look of utter disgust and confusion. I didn’t know if I offended her in anyway, so I backed up a little bit and...
Anonymous asked: grab his wiener. post picz
Fucking piss.
There’s this kid I sit next to in Biology, right? He’s so smart, and sweet, and funny, and I just can’t contain myself when I’m around him. I get all gushy and weird feeling, and I start turning pink and blushy and smiley and all of a sudden I get these butterflies in my stomach, and I get really aware of how I move and how I talk and stuff when he’s near. I...
Ugh, fuck.
Why do people have to be so damn confusing?
Anonymous asked: where do you work?
I was flashed at work yesterday. This lady was shoplifting, and when we asked her to empty her purse, she lifted her shirt up and showed everyone her saggy old woman boobs. I’m not going to lie, it was pretty traumatizing. My eyeballs itched after the whole deal. Makes me a little bit afraid to go back to work on Tuesday. I didn’t realize people were so crazy out here.
Oh yeah
I’m starting my diet Monday. Bought the crap for it and everything. I just have to binge for two days, and then I’m good to go for a whole month. ‘Bout to get hella skinny, yo.
Mom went into surgery earlier to get that tumor thing taken out of her stomach, but she’s out now. Dad’s on his way home and all. He said she’s doing okay, she’s just tired. She won’t be home for a four to six days, though. I hope she gets better soon.
erikfassbender:
Hallelujah - Jeff Buckley
January 2012
I think I'm ready for spring already.
fuck winter.
xxporcupine:
O’ Sister - City and Colour
My sister’s coming over tomorrow for dinner, and to pick up the Christmas presents she didn’t get from me, because I was working the day she came over. It’ll be good to see her again, I must say. I miss her way too much sometimes.
Anyway, she’s going to take me back with her, so I’ll get to miss school, and she said she was going to take me to the mall to buy me a...
Plastic taper infected my ear twice.
So I went out and got some surgical steal tunnels instead. I feel pretty fly right now.
Thing's will turn out okay, I supose.
